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the gift of memory is an awful curse. but i wont mind...ive still got you holding my hand.

arent we scaring ourselves unecassarily? were just trying to hard. cause its in our hands, look no further...its all here...it always was.

"You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it
Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at
So twist your head around
It's all around you
All is full of love
All around you"
~DCfC, Bjork


*The pleasure is all mine to finally let go. Women like us, we strengthen most. When in doubt, give.


i change my hair alot. im far from subtle. i want to be an OB/GYN doctor. i cant spell very good at all. i dont like being angry. i love to drive with the cold air and radio on singing as loud as i can. i smoke to many cigarettes and cloves. im a taxi, and i love it. i like my back to be touched. i love lips. i have a thing for teeth. im obsessive compulsive. i clean to much, i do it when its time "to deal with it". i have masochistic tendancies. i take to many pills. i admit im bipolar, but i have learned to handle it. i have very few friends, that will always be my family. ive been to to many funerals. i pick at my fingers until they bleed. i hate big groups of people. i dont like people who drink and cant handle it. i have to many scars. i have a lot of tattoos, i only regret one. i fall in love to fast. i dont like letting go of it. i would prefer to make someone else happy than myself. i can be a horrible bitch. i love to laugh when people fall, but i fall alot and laugh. ive been in love once. i now know what unconditional love is. i lie. i love chess. i like to draw. i have a beautiful boy whose parents, i chose, love him so very much. i like to bite. im the epitome of a Leo. id prefer to just be held. ill never stop trying to take care of people. i love my job. i hate pets that are dependant. i dont break a promise. my favorite color is orange. i prefer the fall. im always cold. most of my family isnt fond of me. a lot of people hate me. i only fight for whats worth it. *my* first boys name will have Aulbry in it. i completely forget gaps in my life. i hate the phone. i talk to much. i wander. i stare into the clouds. i love the beach. ill never compare battle scars. i dont listen as good as i wish i could. i prefer showers over baths. i love whispers in my ear.
i have this to stay in contact with a few people who i cant see everyday. as you can tell the short friends list. its only for them. you can always ask tho. ill make you smile...promise